Monday, November 24, 2008

haih...sbr je la sazana...

ak xphm npe lelaki sgt3 ego...
sush btol la nk cri org yg ssuai...
yg leh thn dgn kerenah ak nie...huhu...
ak nie jnis cpat melenting...
n ak nk sum1 yg leh mngalah dgn ak...
tp nie laen...sgt3 laen...dy xkn mengalah...
n dy tros akn snyap...
ok..
if ini dy nk...
ok...go on...ak akn snyap...n xkn muncul lg...
n xkn gngu lg idop dy...

Saturday, November 8, 2008

endless pain

today...i noe many kind of stori...which sort...
i cud learn from it...i said diz precious word...
but it seems no valued - "when i need sum1 so much,
he didnt came for me, but sum1 else did"...
but no respon...no feelings....guz me...hav to bck
off...no point...its worthless...juz keep it within
me...again n again...life..life...life...y must we
get through it...evry1 around me...stil life in da
past...y?? y??...n da past...hurts me a lot...a lot
..more than i cud imagine...mama...mama...mama...
im in pain...it was so hurt...i really need u mama
..no..no one..nobody came..no...its juz me again..
n again...n again...God..give me strength..to get
through diz...really big strength..to fight....
EVERYTIN...EVERYTIN...EVERYTIN...ALONE...N BY MYSELF