really damn hurt

ari nie...ak mmg btol2 xda mud...kwn yg slalo rpt dgn ak sblom nie...
yg btol2 rpt...bsame stiap mse....dh jauhkn dri dr ak...n ak sndri
xtau sebabnye...ak syg dy sgt3...ak sngup bwt ape je utk dy...tp dy
sikit pn x pnh pk...ape yg ak rase...dy bwt ak nie....mcm x wujud
lgsg bg dia....ati ak skit sgt3....ak nk nanges....tp ak thn...ak
sbr lg...ape ak nie hina sgt ke...smpi dy bwt ak cmnie...xpnh ke
skali...skali je...dy pk ape yg ak rase...ak sdih sgt3...kdg2 ak rase
mcm ak xnk duk kt umh nie lg....sakit sgt3....mnghadapi org yg lgsg
mke kite pn dy xnk hadap...mcm hina sgt ak dbwtnye...ak sbr je...
ak sngup berkorban ape je utk dy....tp dy sdikit pn x pnh appreciate
ape yg ak bwt...YaAllah...ini dugaan mu ke yaAllah....sdihla...
ak mmg sntiasa perlukn kwn2 disisi....sbb...kwn2 je yg dpt bwt ak ketawa...
gembira...

pe nk jd nie!!!!!

kbelakangn nie....huih...ak pn xtau pe jd dgn ak...
ak bwt pe je ak ske...smpi ak x pk lgsg kesannye...
ak pn rase skrg nie...ak bukn dri ak yg sblom nie...
ntah ape jd kt ak ntah....ak bwt bnde yg xpnah ak bwat
sblom nie...n i keep doin dat...hey!! wat s wrong wit
me....?? or am i sick wit my life?? or was it a chnge??
or a impact of wat hapen towards me?? huh...i cnt evn
define myself...really damn complicated...
after wat hapen to me....many guys enter my life...
but i dunno which one...dat i really need...
n really sincere towards me...sumtimes...
i need dat sum1 so much...but he doesnt seems to appear
but sum1 else came...dat makes me really cnfuse...
i noe i hav to make a clear decision here...but to me..
for now...im not thinking of any series relationship
rite now...coz im really sick n afraid of it...
today wat i saw?? i saw...my fren...who r really
close to me...doin sumtin she not suppose to do bcoz
of stupid guy...owh God...im afraid...if 1 day...im in
a rlationshp...then this things hapen to me again...
i dunno whether i cud cope wit it or not...ohh God...
so bttr i listen to my father advice...not to in
rlationshp...til i suppose to...
then...im juz trying my best to fight it...being myself..
find myself...and really understnd myself...
~~~~~~~~~~move on sazana~~~~~~~~~~~~

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