Today again im facing hurtful moments.. When u do felt for someone at your workplace.. Guess people do change.. How it change from someone who would do anything for u to someone who dont even care.. People's keep on saying he does have someone's else.. But he never admit and never try to defends me if its not true.. Why im so weak over him..why am i not strong to fight my feelings.. Its really hurt.. Only Allah knows how it feels.. Im just facing it cooly, in control and patience let Allah decide everything.. Allah knows what best for u.. And thats what i keep telling myself.. Even no matter how hard u try to keep the relationship going.. If its never meant to be.. If the hearts are not belongs to you no more.. Remember u cant force love.. It is beyond your will and power.. All i can do.. Is telling myself to be patience and let Allah do the rest.. Just trying my best to keep on living for Him..
Remember "if you never happy being single, then you will never be happy in a relationship, find whats make you happy...."