Cinta sampai syurga

Hari ini saya terbaca satu post di facebook dan ceritanya teramat panjang dan menayat hati..

Antara kata2 puitisnya yg amat saya gemar "Yakin pada Allah adalah meletakkan keredhaan pada ketentuanNya, rasa bahagia dengan ujian walaupun perit, airmata yang menitis terasa bernilai buat menyiram api neraka, indahnya tarbiah Allah, tersiram rahmat dan hikmah, diuji kita sebagai tanda sayangnya".

"Belajar DIAM dari banyak BICARA.
Belajar SABAR dari sebuah KEMARAHAN.
Belajar KESUSAHAN dari hidup SENANG.
Belajar MENANGIS dari suatu KEBAHAGIAAN.
Belajar KEIKHLASAN dari KEPEDIHAN.
Belajar TAWAKKAL dari UJIAN.
Belajar REDHA dari satu KETENTUAN."

"Mukmin yang kuat lebih baik dan lebih dicintai oleh Allah daripada mukmin yang lemah. Segala sesuatunya lebih baik. Tampakanlah terhadap hal-hal yang bermanfaat bagimu dan minta tolonglah kepada Allah dan janganlah engkau menjadi tak berdaya."

Promote blog kawan

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Here are few snaps kebengonganku:-

Shopping Spree

I am crazee today.. Even lacking of money still wanna do a last minutes spree for raya.. (i am not a shopaholic, once in a blue moon i does my shopping) I bought the red shoes to match with my so call 'baju raya' and earings too.. Ooomaii.. I do love earings so much.. Thanx to two my buddies to accompany and contribute ideas for me buying these stuff.. Love u both.. Last but not least.. The last item im gonna get is a big brooch.. Was it ok if its a round big pewter with no *bling2* for rm40? What do you think?

Move on & try your best

Today again im facing hurtful moments.. When u do felt for someone at your workplace.. Guess people do change.. How it change from someone who would do anything for u to someone who dont even care.. People's keep on saying he does have someone's else.. But he never admit and never try to defends me if its not true.. Why im so weak over him..why am i not strong to fight my feelings.. Its really hurt.. Only Allah knows how it feels.. Im just facing it cooly, in control and patience let Allah decide everything.. Allah knows what best for u.. And thats what i keep telling myself.. Even no matter how hard u try to keep the relationship going.. If its never meant to be.. If the hearts are not belongs to you no more.. Remember u cant force love.. It is beyond your will and power.. All i can do.. Is telling myself to be patience and let Allah do the rest.. Just trying my best to keep on living for Him..

Remember "if you never happy being single, then you will never be happy in a relationship, find whats make you happy...."

Cool!!!

Guess wat?? A jakun me.. Juz found out i can post anything via my phone.. It has apps blogger for iphone.. And im lovin this.. I can update anything and anytime.. Hahaha very the "jakun" me..

To Start

wow...dah lama tak menulis.. maafkan sy sebab sy suka menulis bahasa rojak.. tujuan mem"blog" kembali adalah cuba menguatkan kembali diri yang makin lama makin lemah.. bukan bertujuan meraih simpati bukan bertujuan apa2.. hanya ingin berkongsi rasa.. kepada yang mengalaminya jua.. sy bukan hanya nak berkongsi rasa and cerita yang dilalui.. malah juga ingin berkongsi hari2 sy, aktiviti sy.. kpd sesiapa yg sudi membaca... awkwardnye lama x tulis.. selalunye tulis dalam diary..haha blog ini ibarat diary maya saya mulai hari nih..jom writing2.. sooner will update more life experience, motivations, wat i do, wat i buy, and ofcourse wat i eat..hahaha see ya!!

people...im bck...wit more miserable life...

diz weeknd juz over...n so many things i've done...
lately...my sleep time...huh...unpredictable...
my life...became like unorganized table....
on saturday...i juz sleep2...like an owl...wake up at night...
have night life...
until it comes to sunday....i wake up in the afternoon...
and later...sum1 ask me out for lunch....sum1 dat's really importnt
in my life...sum1 i eagerly want's him bck...sum1 which i cud'nt resist...
sum1 dat i cnt get rid of...sum1 who i wan to spnd my life wit....
sum1 dat hurts me...but stil...i kinda wondering...shud i giv up...
or shall i nvr giv up...
bck wit da story...
after havin lunch...we went to my frens office...n waste our time
there...disturbin people...and for da last minutes decision...
we decided to go to ZOO...kinda laugh bck went think bout it...
i thought gonna have my fun...like i use to be wen i was a kid...
but...its kinda diff..lots of things that hapen...ache my heart...
sumtim...i really wish...i wanna turn bck da clock...if evrytin really's
my fault...
juz bcoz of stupid...silly mistake...do i deserve diz punishment...do i?
y is diz happening to me...afta went to da ZOO...i stay in my room...lock it...
no dsturbance...cryin...thinkin....sleepin...wonderin...wat shud i do...
listen to sad songs...wat again shud i do...little by little my heart
wounded...i stayed and lock myself...in da room...no eat...no bath...like the miserable me...until i wrote diz blog
coz i have enough sleepin....n tryin not to look out for my phne...
coz it will aches me...in my thinking...did he ever thinks of me...my feeling...
my pain...did he?? sumone's says...my smile cud brighten sumone life...was it?
if dat hapen...den...shall i nvr smile again...coz i wan to save da smile for me?
will dat hapen? desperately hapen? i dunno wat to do...
wat i feel rite now...is...i wanted to run away...frm anybody i've known...run...n run...n run...no stoping...til i get tired...wat else shud i do?? shall i seek for sickness...so...i wudnt wake up....shall i sleep...where my dream i cud create...shall i cry until it unstoppable...
i know his problems....wudnt he want to make his problem away...juz by spending his time wit me...i've made my sacrifice...juz for him....was it so wrong to hav him bck?? waiting for him?? i dun think...he will think bout diz...coz i know...now he is doin his best in resisting me...am i stupid?? huh...i know...evry1 will be as stupid as me...if u ever want sumbody importnt in ur life...go...juz go...leavin u there alone...with da pain....huh...i know....