life isn't easy as u think...we will never solve this complicated puzzles...even the smarter one...tonight...i shed a tears again...i was so weak...as 1 of Allah creations...i can't nvr run from all His challenge...i cannot hide...or remain silence...or sit...or wait...but i have to face it...i will beg for His mercy...forgiveness...strength...to continue living under His guidance...i remember...once my fren said...Allah will never close a door without opening a window...n also..."Allah tidak akan memberi sesuatu dugaan itu kepada hamba-Nya, jika Dia tahu hamba-Nya tidak dapat melaluinya..."
when i look into the sea...the sky...the nature...it give me 1 feeling...calm...which..human been searchin...
i cn feel the wind blow...it touches my skin...softly...gentle...n whispered to me..."jgn menangis lg sazana"..."awk kuat sazana"..."sy disini sazana...ketika awk memerlukn sy"...when i see the forest..i saw...there's a lot of things i didnt discover yet...it is juz too many...it was so wide...so big...so far...farther than u think...farther than u imagine...when u feel the fountain...u touch the water....it give u a new life...give u a new hope...freshness...the sound of the dropping water...telling u...when u failed...u falled...but there are many.. wishes to help u...to be there for u...dun losing ur hope....n finally u will meet the sea....the sea...is one of ur long path...to meet the 7 seven seas...u need to face the wave then the 'tide'..consider...as ur challenge...n along journey...u will meet many island...see the people...see the human...their interaction wit nature....n when u finally meet the 7 seas...u win...but u cant always win...can't always be at the top...there are many...trying to compete ur success..
this life journey never ending....we have to be strong...to keep on living...even there was no hope...even its hurt...even u feel the pain in ur chest...but u...as a normal human being...u r not like a wind...a sea...a forest...a sky...a fountain...u juz wish to be like them...but they...have their own challenge...which might not been thinking like the way u are...cn u ever face it...the way they face it...no...but we can do more...we can...with our own way...we are human...we have brain...brain make us think...wisely...deciding..wat s da best for us...the positive of yin and the negative of yang...sumtims it worth to cry...as many as u want...coz it makes u a stronger person..than u can ever imagine...u never afraid to loose..u never afraid to fall...coz u noe...there is always a way...a hope...to make u stand again..once u looses ur hope...remember one thing sazana...Allah will always be there for u...cry to Him...He will hear...He is ur true love...He never runaway frm u...He saw u crying...He hear u laughing...He love u...Whenever u feel u are alone...u never alone...Allah with u...be strong sazana...there will always hope for u...one day...u never know...went...but one day...be patience sazana...be patience...pray n always pray...dun looses hope...keep collecting ur dreams again...even it lost...search it back...mayb it stay along the sidewalk...or mayb it was at the side of the drain...but it will never be in a trash...it will never be...never sazana...search it...dun give up...collect it bck...n sure...u will get ur strength back...
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As'kum Saz. Terima kasih for the comment.It meant a lot to me.
Saz,dari blog ini,aku dpt lihat kesedihan yang mendalam,dan aku pernah mengalaminya. Mencari-cari jwpn,cuba bangun setelah jatuh dari pinggir ouncak yang hampir ditawan. Skar...ya,hisup ini jika tiada dugaan dan kesukaran,maka bukan hidup namanya.
Saz,perjuangan hidup tidak akan selesai hingga kita sudah dilitupi tanah kubur. La Tahzan Saz... Ada buku yg InsyaAllah mampu menyuburkan hati,Ayat2 Cinta dari Habiburahman El-Shirazy.Bacalah untuk mencari secebis ketenangan.
Sebenarnya kegembiraan membaca sebuah buku yang baik lebih kekal dari mana-mana hiburan di dunia ini.
Salam, anum.
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