sadness n sorrow...

my life...damn miserable...all i want is to love n to be love...dats all...i wanted sum1 so bad...but ques is stil clouded in my head...he suddenly running away frm me...eventhough...many times i ask him not to that...coz dat hurts me so much...i was so hepi went i meet him...do he really love me? mayb...diz is my payoff frm wat i done before to helmyazree...im sori helmyazree...coz hurt u...n now i feel wat u feel...im trying my best to be patience n be so damn strong...God...oh God...Give me strength to keep me face my everyday...my exm is around the corner...but me...cnt focus anytin...wat i shud do? God...Allah S.W.T....wat shud i do?